Ahhhhh

I don't want to go and do anything this weekend yet people seem to force me to do things I don't want to do constantly. I don't understand why. I just want to be left alone. I wish I could go out more with friends and not have to worry about anything. I have Lilliana now to worry about and I love her but I had to give up a lot for her and I get depressed about it sometimes.

Pondering

So I was wondering and pondering on issues in my life that I have no clue on. I wish sometimes I had someone to tell me what to do and make everything the way I want it to be. I do want so many changes