Life is not fair. I may not live a life in a church room or completely in the house of god even though I do believe, I really do but I do not understand why everything has to be so hard. I try to stay positive and wake up in the morning to conquer everything but something is always there to shut you down. Growing up your told to get good grades and stay out of trouble and go to college meet a good man get married have children and life a great life. It is hard to believe how few really do all of this. I fell I have been good I got the good grades I never did drugs or drank or hung out with the wrong crowd. I went to college and soon will be graduating with a 4.0 and a degree in elementary and secondary education science major. I have a beautiful little girl who I worship and love so much. But the only thing I do not have is great relationship in my life. All my relationships seem to be messed up in some sort of way. I always say it isn’t fair I don’t understand why I try and try to make things work and do the next right thing and it doesn’t seem to matter. I have so many acquaintances but very little if any true friends. My personal life relationship although I wish it were great keeps getting harder. I’m not even asking for perfect just good would work for me, anything to make life not so hard all the time would be great. I can’t seem to find the balance or understand what is right and wrong in a situation like this.
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